I was raped by a supposed friend (someone I thought I could trust). I was embarrassed and shocked. I couldn’t tell anyone about my terrible experience. I kept it to myself and followed my normal life. A few weeks later, after returning from a vigil, I started feeling weak, so I went to a nearby hospital and did some tests. To my surprise, the pregnancy test came back positive.
I told the man involved, and after many pleas from him, he convinced me to have an abortion that will be kept secret.
I went to have an abortion; however, before the procedure, I asked God to forgive me for what I was about to do. During the process I dreamed I died, I left my body. In my dream, I was still looking at my lifeless form on the abortion table, I started to ascend, but in an instant a force pushed me down through a dark tunnel. I couldn’t see the beginning or end of the tunnel walls. It was dark, so dark, I saw cobwebs like cells on the walls and in an instant I was in hell.
I saw a woman who had been there for more than a hundred years, she was plunged into a deep pain and agony, she melted in the flames and magma, and like a liquid, would again join in the form of the woman. It happened repeatedly. I knew I was in hell.
I started to burn and burn, I wanted to pluck my hair from the roots, because the pain was unbearable. It was as if my senses were more than a thousand times more sensitive. The agony of the burns wasn’t enough. The cry of the people under the same torment was worse, it was so strong that I felt I was going to be deaf, but they didn’t stop ringing in my ears.
I started screaming, the more I screamed, the weaker I felt, but the screams did nothing… just weakening me. I clinched my teeth, but nothing could make me feel better… it just worsened, beyond all description. I was in a deep torment.
The worst feeling was not just the pain, the noise, the screams or the pungent smell. It was the feeling of despair / total threat. I was doomed forever. I was in hell forever. There was no exit. I started crying to God for mercy.
At that moment in my dream, Jesus appeared and I cried even more. I asked him to give me a second Chance. To tell the world that Jesus is Lord and allow me to die again. Jesus replied: ” how many seconds are there in a minute, how many minutes there are in an hour, how many hours are there in one day, how many days are there in a week, how many weeks are there in a month and how many months there are in a year? ” I’ve given you the seconds,minutes,hours,days, and years of life. You still have failed me.
I cried more and asked him to have mercy and please give me another chance to go and tell the world about hell. I begged the Lord to give me a another chance, even if I came back into the world without my hands or my legs, at least let there be breath in my nose. I understood the adage, it’s better to be a live dog than a dead lion. In my dream, I even promised to tell the world about my torment if it frees my soul from the torment in hell.
He replied: ” Already many have tried to tell you and the people but they wouldn’t believe. What makes you think they will believe you”? I kept pleading for a second chance and while crying and gnashing of teeth.
Jesus had mercy on me, but he warned me harshly that if I did not preach I would still end up in hell. He said, “Tell my people to stop playing games with me”. At that moment I woke up from my dream in the hospital room.
At First I was afraid to share my horrible experience because I was worried about my reputation, but I finally opened up when I came in contact with a true prophet of God.
What is the cost of your second chance? Jesus is giving you a chance to change your life right now. You have the opportunity to make a change and have a relationship with God or if you are lukewarm Christian, it’s time to stop playing a game and get serious about God.
Words by themselves can’t count for the torment in hell.
Hell is not a myth, a story, or a product of someone’s imagination, Hell is a real place.
A place you don’t even wish on your enemies or for those who have hurt you the most. Hebrews 9:27 ~ “And inasmuch as it is appointed for men to die once and after this comes judgment.” Recognize that one day all our earthly things will be taken away. Then the longing for material possessions will not matter to us much. We must get away from physical indulgence, as earthly pleasure does not leave any permanent gratification. In 2 Peter 3:11 ~ “Since all these things are to be destroyed in this way, what sort of people ought you to be in holy conduct and godliness?”
– we must stop making excuses for God’s work… – we must imitate Christ… – discover our purpose on earth and tell it… – be part of the movement of God in these last days… – make a constant walk with the Holy Spirit….
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Pray for God to forgive you of all your sins and have mercy on you. Please don’t ignore this. Hell is real
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For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believeth in him shall not perish but have everlasting life. John 3:16